Yesterday I had a half-hour and a dollar or two to spare, so I dropped by our local used book store to browse before picking up Mary from school... and I found a treasure. It was a slim little yellow volume hidden in a cardboard box in the back room of their annex with other books categorized as "Religious." The title caught my eye first: Split Milk: Litanies for Living by Kay Smallzried.
Hardcover: 85 pages
Publisher: Oxford University Press (1964)
Language: English
ASIN: B0007E1YH2
I can't really find anything much about the book or the author. I believe she may be Episcopalian because the only other literary reference I found on her was as the editor to A Practical Church Dictionary by James Malloch who was an Episcopalian priest.
The book categorizes the litanies into seven sections: Attitudes of Mind, Of the Society in Which We Live, The Seven Ages of Man, Crisis, The Seven Capital Sins, Of Love, and Aspects of Truth. The last page is an index for use of the litanies with the church calendar.
From the (very) short preface: The litanies in this book were written over a three-year period and half of them have been used either publicly, privately, or both. Many friends encouraged me and suggested topics. It's signed Kay Smallzried, Mamaroneck, N.Y., September 1963.
From the litany "The Capital Sin of Pride:"
How brilliant a sin is pride when see in others,
How little recognized within ourselves.
It veils itself in arrogance of speech;
It builds support for a rigid frame of mind;
It multiplies excuses for our errors;
It dissipates our prayers in stylized chatter;
It chains us to the devil's inclinations;
And though these chains be light and long,
They keep us from the freedom
Of Your Love.
Lord, absolve us from the sin of pride.
Yet, puppet-like we sit upon pride's lap,
Giving the name of grief to discontent,
Giving the name of wit to impudence,
Giving the name of righteousness to fear,
Giving the name of justice to desire,
Giving the name of courage to haste,
Giving the name of wisdom to hesitation,
Giving the name of truth to information.
And we feel that when pride speaks through us,
No man may call us fool.
Lord, absolve us from the sin of pride.
And so goes the rest of the book. Beautiful.
But there's more to treasure than just the printed words. All through the book are handwritten notes by its previous owner, Hazel Redrup, who wrote in the front cover "This book is precious to me!" and dated it Valentines, 1965. There are sermon notes, blocks of Scripture, quotes (one even from C.S. Lewis), and references to other books.
I wonder about the hands that held this book, read its words, and found blessings within. I wonder about the woman who wrote on the pages of the litany titled "Old Age: "Yes! It is Jesus, the Christ, that gives touches of color to the line drawings of the women of the New Testament."
I will keep and treasure your book, Hazle Redrup. Thank you.



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