1.31.2010

Snow & Ice & Art


We've been stuck here for the past day-and-a-half. The roads have been full of ice just perfect for sledding. I've been mostly in the house doing laundry, cleaning, and... yes... definitely DRAWING. Fun, fun, fun! I drew the pieces of the banner above, scanned them in, and 'painted' in Photoshop. I'm very pleased with how it turned out. I've learned a lot and am finding myself very interested in hand typography. Aimee at Artsyville has greatly inspired me. Sure wish I was close to KU and could take a workshop with her! Ok - time to put all this laundry up! :-)

Oh - all the pieces? They represent little bits of me... The bird is for all my girlfriends I laugh at for liking birds so much. The houses are for celebrating neighbors. The dog is my sweet little Sadie. The coffee cup is obvious - can't live without it. The books, too! The snail is for another friend. The daisies just make me happy! And of course, there's the bee... for me! And the little bug on the D? That was just a mistake! :-)

The sun looks like it's out now and the ice is beginning to melt. :-(

And for your "viewing" pleasure, here's the continuation of "The Evolution of a Blog Banner."


















Hope you are having a restful and creative Sabbath day! Blessings ~

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1.30.2010

Seven on Saturday


Good Morning! How's your Saturday? I'm just happy to be here - it's been a long week. Sigh.

1. There's a winter storm moving through and I can hear the sleet coming down outside as I type. I'm hoping we don't lose power. If we don't, what a perfect weekend it will be! A couple of days spent at home sipping hot coffee, reading, writing, drawing, painting cabinets, catching up on emails, working on some computer/church/friend projects.... and, yes - doing laundry, cleaning bathrooms, and straightening out some messes we've let accumulate around here!

2. I drew another doodle frame yesterday. See the photo above. :-) It's the view from my front door this morning. Brrr...

3. On Reading: I'm still reading Madonnas of Leningrad and have started listening to Skeletons at the Feast. Both are World War II novels. In my Bible reading plan I've moved from Genesis to Exodus and from Luke to Acts. Also - while having a pedicure last Saturday, I flipped through an 'O' magazine (Horrors! I know, but it was either that or Entertainment Weekly. I forgot to bring something of my own to read.) and came across a description of this book. Might have to get it. I am intrigued by anything to do with walking the Camino (I so want to do it myself!) and the tie-in with cancer is timely for me right now as I stand on the sidelines and watch a friend fight the good fight. Also, what do you think of this book?

4. I was so, so proud of Matt Thursday night. He was asked to speak at the open house for Mary's school. They wanted him to give a parent's point of view on why we've chosen Christian education for our girls in general and Christian Classical education in particular. (We've been with this little school for a long time - eight years, I suppose. I've been a school board member, teacher, and administrator. Matt's served as a board member, too. Now, we're "just" parents and it's fun to see the school thriving! God used us for a season and now we're watching as He takes the ball and passes it on to others.)

But - back to Matt and Thursday night. He followed three other speakers and a video. He had told me a little of what he planned to say and by the time all the others were done I was thinking, "Oh, no. They've said everything he was going to say." Also, the program had been going on for an hour and he was the final speaker. Adults don't usually do well sitting still and listening for an hour, so I really thought he was going to bomb. I could feel the tension in the air: people were ready to get out of there, see the classrooms, and talk to the teachers. Plus, there's something else you don't know about Matt that I'll probably have to write a post about one of these days: he's a recovering glossophobe. Seriously.

He nailed it. He was funny (appropriately so - way to go, George!), he was passionate, he was sincere, and he was clear and concise. It's the best I've ever heard him speak in public. It's been on a long and sometimes bumpy road over the past 18 years from the Speech 101 class Matt was forced to take his last semester in order to graduate from LSU. (He threw up when he just had to give a three sentence introduction of himself.) But he persevered. God kept putting him in positions that required him to speak in front of large groups. (Funny how He does things like that to us, huh?) And Matt was faithful, trusting God and just doing the best he could at the time. Love you, George!

5. So, I told you in an earlier post I was going to try a new recipe this week for White Pizza. It was very well received by the family. Here's the twist I put on it:

2 packages of Indian tandoori bread (garlic flavor) (four pieces)
2 7oz. cartons of low-fat basil pesto
2 cups of mozzarella cheese, grated
1 rotisserie chicken, deboned and cut in bite size pieces.
2 smallish tomatoes, sliced
4 teaspoons pine nuts

Spread half of a pesto carton on each piece of bread. Layer with pieces of chicken. (You probably won't use the whole chicken.) Cover with sliced tomatoes. Sprinkle on pine nuts and then cheese. Put on a baking sheet and cook in a 350 degree oven for about ten minutes until the edges of the bread is turning brown. Slice and serve with salad. Super, super yummy. Changes I'm considering: adding onions, toasting the pine nuts to get more crunch, and making my own pesto.

6. I got this email from my 75 year old Dad yesterday:

Hello sweetheart
Your daddy set fire to the neighborhood yesterday. It burned up my bait house, my shinner tank and all of the shinners, my gold fish tank with my goldfish, my worm box( I think the worms are alright, I will have to get a new box.) It burned the roof on the green house. We called the fire department and they came out real fast and got the fire under control. It will take me awhile to clean all of it up and then rebuild what was burned. I will contact the insurance company today and see what they will do. I have a 500 dollar deductable. Other than that we are doing fine.
I love you
Daddy

I think I'm going to get in my truck and head down there next weekend to help him clean it up. Probably will take Mary with me. We'll have a great, great time! :-)

7. I've been pondering this phrase from Home (which has a lot to do with growing old): "Jesus never had to be old." Well, yes, that's true. He also never had to be a parent, a woman, or sick. But, He showed great compassion to each of those. He raised children from the dead and welcomed them into his arms. He not only healed women of their illnesses but took the time to talk to them and treat them as equals to men in a culture that saw women as property. And of course He cared about the sick and physically impaired. Jesus, as God with flesh, came to Earth as a very specific man and lived a very specific life. He couldn't live every possible life that could exist. But I believe if you read the Gospels closely, you can find His heart for every possible human condition and take comfort there. He loves us all - young and old, sick and healthy, wives and husbands, mothers and fathers, daughters and sons, wealthy and poor, educated and not - and we can all find truth and comfort in His life and in His arms.

Stay warm, bloggy friends!

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1.29.2010

Daisies



A little bizarre, I know... but it made me smile. Hope you do, too! May your day (and head) be filled with daisies, bloggy friends!

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1.28.2010

Book Review: Home (Audio)


Home by Marilynne Robinson, read by Maggi-Meg Reed, Publisher: Macmillan Audio; Unabridged edition (September 2, 2008), ISBN-10: 1427205108

Rating: 4 of 5 STARS
Source: Picked up at the Public Library

I've had Gilead on my Prize-Winning Fiction TBR list for a while now. I happened to see Home on the shelf at the public library so I thought I would give it a try. Honestly, the first ten minutes were excruciating. Not because of the story, but because of the reader's intonation. I just didn't think I could listen to her. But, I hung in there, and once the dialogue began I saw (or rather) heard her real talent. The annoyance at the beginning was worth it by the end.

The story is classic prodigal son returns home ...but without the grand feast at the end. Apparently, it's a sort of take off from Gilead with the same setting and some of the same characters making a reappearance. Glory Boughton, 38, comes home to care for her dying, elderly father. The black sheep of the family, Jack, also manages to find his way home to face the scandal that caused him to leave twenty years earlier. Glory and Jack share their stories, care for their father, and learn to love each other despite the painful past and present flaws. It's a simple story with complex characters. The writing is lyrical and Robinson has steeped the book in theology (especially Presbyterian) and Scripture. There were some passages that brought tears to my eyes - a difficult thing for a book to do!

I didn't give Home a 5 out of 5 rating because I found my mind wandering often while listening and had to rewind a good bit. Now, that may not be a reflection of the book, but just my current state of mind. But still, it didn't seem to capture my attention as other audio books have.

I've ordered (and just received!) Robinson's essay collection The Death of Adam. Can't wait to give it a go!

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1000th Post


Hello, bloggy friends! Guess what I just realized? My "Doodle Frame" post on Monday was the 1000th post for this blog! Wow. That's a lot. I started in May of 2007 with this post about my grandmother which, slightly edited, won a writing award at a local competition here in the adult non-fiction category the following year. Who knew?

It's been a fun-filled three-and-a-half years with lots of growth creatively and spiritually for me. Why do I do this? I included this quote in a post a few months ago but it bears repeating:

Keeping a blog enables me to capture and share the moments that matter most to me. As I reflect lately, I'm realizing more and more that it's these tiny moments that have shaped me into who I am today....Blogs give us a way to celebrate the everyday, ordinary events that are so important to us. Years from now, we will be able to go back and click through some of our most cherished memories - a simple gesture from a friend or the time we finished that project that seemed never ending - and we will smile. ~ from Artful Blogging magazine.

I've shared tons of everyday, ordinary events with you, bloggy friends, and I'm glad to know you. Some of you are my closest, dearest friends that I talk to in person or on the phone most every day. You bless me. Some of you I've never laid eyes on- only corresponded with through your blogs or email. You bless me, too. And some of you, I've had no contact with at all. I can just tell that you're stopping by regularly from my Google Analytics page. (Yes, I know you're out there and that blesses me, too! :-) )

I've been using GA a little over a month and it seems that about an average of 35 of you stop by each day. I've gotten visits from all the continental U.S. states except West Virginia, South Dakota, Nevada, and Wyoming. No one from Alaska or Hawaii has shown up, either. It's fun to watch the map light up! I've also had visits from Australia, the United Kingdom, South Africa, India, Canada, France, Germany, and Sweden. Cool, huh?


Thirty-five visits a day isn't very much in the blogging world, I suppose. But I haven't done much to promote my blog. Nothing in fact. And probably won't. I would, however, love to know more about who's stopping by, though. I've never asked for comments and well, I've actually thought about turning them off so I don't obsess about if I'm getting them or not! But today, in honor of my 1000th posting, I'd like to ask you to comment just this once! Let me know you're there, maybe how you found me (if you remember!), and anything else you'd like to share. (Comments are labeled as "Buzzes" at the bottom of the post.) If you don't know how to comment via Google or don't want to comment publicly, please email me at upsidedownbee at hotmail dot com.

Thanks to you who have already left comments or emailed in the past. You're insights and encouragement warmed my heart on many a cold or dark night.

So - blessings back to you today, bloggy friends, and thanks for reading!

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1.27.2010

Sketching and Listening

I went to a friend's house today and listened to her tell stories from her life. She's very ill but, sometimes (like today) I forget. As always, drawing soothes my soul and helps me focus. So I listened and sketched, sketched and listened. There was the scent of sweet oil in the air.

By patience and perseverance and a Bottle of Sweet Oil the snail at length reaches Jerusalem. ~Anonymous

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1.26.2010

Simple

For Today
Tuesday, January 26th

Outside my window...
a clear and cool North Carolina morning with a strong wind blowing from the West.

I am thinking... of all the things that need to be done to wrap up our new church website! Arrgh!

I am thankful for... a husband that doesn't mind digging in the dryer for clean clothes. :-)

I am wearing... a cool shirt a friend gave me a couple of years ago. Hooray for friends who give me clothes!

I am remembering... that God isn't finished with me yet and to be a little more patient with myself.

I am going... to a plant nursery today to find three little cacti plants to put in the sewing box I bought this weekend.

I am currently reading... The Madonnas of Leningrad. I'm only a few pages in and am quite captured by the writing.

I am hoping... the gravel gets delivered for our driveway today before a car disappears in the muck!

On my mind... I am really, really overdue for a trip home! I've got to get down there super soon. Matt - help!

Noticing that... it's about time to change my blog banner.

Pondering these words... Didn't we say to you in Egypt, 'Leave us alone; let us serve the Egyptians'? ~The Israelites to Moses when they saw the Egyptians marching after them.

Oh, don't I do the same? Grumbling, fearful, cowardly, and doubtful of the goodness of the Lord?Sometimes so ready to trade the freedom of salvation with bondage to the things of this world?

From the kitchen... I'm thinking we will have this and salad for dinner tonight. Yummy.

Around the house... still working on painting the kitchen cabinets. I'm trying to replace the hardware as I go and so far two trips to Lowe's have not yielded the proper drawer rollers. :-) Off to try again today!

One of my favorite things... Sunday afternoon naps. Or Monday. Or Tuesday... :-D

From my picture journal... a super sweet photo of Mary when she was about three, I think.

For more "Simple" entries, go to The Simple Woman's Daybook. Blessings, bloggy friends!

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1.25.2010

Doodle Frame


Here's a doodle frame I made yesterday and today and then used Photoshop to put a picture in it of Mary and Matt while in D.C. :-) I used Yupo paper which I bought at Jerry's with a friend last week. It was definitely smooth but smeared easily. The verdict is still out.


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1.24.2010

Doodling!

Doodled. And then colored in Photoshop. Ah.... relaxing... felt good. Love the quote. Anonymous.



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Seven on... Sunday!

Haven't done a "Seven" in a couple of weeks, so here we are:

1. I saw The Book of Eli yesterday. Wonderful. Powerful. Go see it.

2. I also went 'junking' and came back with quite a stash:

Sewing drawer that obviously needs some cleaning and polishing - $5 I think I'll put a row of little houseplants in it.

Two small star nails that I put in our mantle. $1 each. There were tons of them... might go back and get more and do some other things with them.

Just a sweet "Simplify" sign to stick down in a houseplant for a reminder every day! $2


Four great little linens for scattering around here and there - $1 each.


Two glass knobs to try out on a couple of newly painted kitchen drawers - $6


3. I was treated to a wonderful pedicure yesterday... and I picked Smurf blue polish. (If you're too young to know what Smurf blue is, click here.) Why, you ask? I just wanted something bright and different. I would show you a picture of my toes, but I find bare feet a little creepy even without blue toenails!

4. Reading in the Bible this week:

I have come down to deliver them out of the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land to a good and broad land, a land flowing with milk and honey, to the place of the Canaanites, the Hittites, the Amorites, the Perizzites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites. Exodus 3:8

Christians have long compared the deliverance of the Israelites from Egypt with our deliverance from the bondage of sin. I loved that God told Moses that the Promised Land was not only good but broad, not only flowing with milk but also with honey. To me it says the salvation of the Lord is not only good but spacious, not confining and miserable, but giving plenty of room to grow and live. It's not only full of what I need for sustenance but, graciously, there is sweetness, too. But then there's the last part of the verse. The Promised Land is inhabited by people that the Israelites must separate themselves from and fight off. And in that I am reminded that although I have been given the endless and sweet salvation of the Lord, I still have my own Hittites and Perizzites to fight - those things of the flesh, of the world, and of the Devil that tempt and attack me. Things like pride, worry, unbelief, and frustrations. Yes, my Promised Land is good and broad, full of milk and honey, but there is still much work to be done.

5. I've been jotting down words I like and little phrases here and there that strike me as poetic, mostly from listening to Home. Here they are:

Words I like: probity, sagacity, swaddle, wattle, moonscape, coda, preposterous, cadence, rarification

Phrases that struck me as lovely:
his crime was his punishment
Pockets of holiness
intimacy of the ordinary
As a matter of courtesy, they treated each other's deceptions as truth...
He didn't ask anything which meant he knew everything.
unsalved shamed
tincture of sorrow
meager remnants
accumulating trust
Pouring out like spilt milk
She would nightmare
stepping on a floor's "sore spot"
teeth elbowing each other for room
Aging: the winnowing of life's possibilities

6. I came across this Creative Every Day Challenge. Hmmm.... might give it a go. It's good to have a reminder to be creative in some way every day. It's been weeks since I've drawn! Ack! Not sure why, exactly. But, I am being inspired by this artist.

7. I'm signing up for this online writing class with a friend that starts in February. Hoping it will get me going again. Goody.

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1.23.2010

Book Review: Survival in Auschwitz


Survival in Auschwitz by Primo Levi, Paperback: 187 pages, Publisher: Touchstone; 1 edition (September 1, 1996), ISBN-10: 0684826801

Rating: 5 of 5 STARS
Source: General Non-Fiction TBR List

I was introduced to Primo Levi a few years ago when his book The Periodic Table caught my eye at a used book store. Being a chemical engineer and having always found chemistry to be a beautiful art rather than a science, this lovely collection of short stories based on chemical elements settled well with me. I'm reminded this morning to go back and reread it.So, this is how I found Primo Levi - accidentally and through a common love of chemistry. Through The Periodic Table I learned he was a survivor of the Nazi death camps and had written a famous book telling of his year spent in Auschwitz. I found Survival at another used book store and put it on my shelf and my TBR list. What an amazing book. Levi writes in simple, straightforward prose that reaches deeply into your heart. I wept over the sinfulness of man. God must have wept, too.

The book ends with an incredible chapter describing the last ten days Levi spent in Auschwitz after the Germans had escaped and left 800 prisoners in the camp hospital to die of sickness and starvation. The unbelievably horrific conditions and Levi's tale of how he and two other prisoners tried to take care of the patients in their hut suffering from scarlet fever, typhus, and diphtheria struck me as the true version of a novel I read last year: Blindness by Jose Saramago. I highly recommend Survival to anyone.

I have Levi's The Monkey's Wrench on my shelf and plan to get to it soon. Wonderful author. I would read anything by him. Here are a couple of memorable passages... There were so, so many and I just picked these at random:

When the music plays we know that our comrades, out in the fog, are marching like automaton; their souls are dead and the music drives them, like the wind drives dead leaves, and takes the place of their wills. There is no longer any will: every beat of the drum becomes a step, a reflected contraction of exhausted muscles. The Germans have succeeded in this. They are ten thousand and they are a single grey machine; they are exactly determined; they do not think and they do not desire, they walk.

...that precisely because the Lager was a great machine to reduce us to beasts, we must not become beasts; that even in this place one can survive, and therefore one must want to survive, to tell the story, to bear witness; and that to survive we must force ourselves to save at least the skeleton, the scaffolding, the form of civilization. We are slaves, deprived of every right, exposed to every insult, condemned to certain death, but we still possess one power, and we must defend it with all our strength for it is the last - the power to refuse our consent. So we must certainly was our faces without soap in dirty water and dry ourselves on our jackets. We must polish our shoes, not because the regulation states it, but for dignity and propriety. We must walk erect, without dragging our feet, not in homage to Prussian discipline but to remain alive, not to begin to die.


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1.20.2010

Simple

FOR TODAY
January 20, 2010

Outside my window... a blue, blue Carolina sky, green pine trees with needles gently swaying in the breeze. Is it really January?

I am thinking... of ordering this book and this book. Shh... don't tell Matt.

I am thankful for... God sending His comfort in surprising (and timely) ways, comfort that wraps me up in a cocoon of love so I can work through change.

I am wearing... my favorite sweater that covers a multitude of sins. :-D And my sins are indeed multitudinous!

I am remembering... yesterday was my sister's birthday!

I am going... to meet a new friend for lunch today and wondering what that will bring.

I am currently reading... Survival in Auschwitz (from my TBR list) and Home (audio)

I am hoping... to spend some time with an old friend who is in town this week.

I am seeing... a lovely orchid I bought this weekend and put on my dining room table.

Noticing that... this passage from Home by Marilynne Robinson is just beautifully, beautifully written:

So she clipped and trimmed, making more work of it than it was in order to satisfy him that some change had been accomplished, combing it down a little with water so he would feel sleek and trim. The nape of his neck, the backs of his ears. The visible strain of holding the great human head upright for decades and decades. Some ancient said it is what makes us different from the beasts, that our eyes are not turned downward to the earth. Most of the time. It was Ovid. At the end of so much effort, the neck seemed frail, but the head was still lifted up, and the ears stood there, still shaped for attention, soft as they were. She'd have left all the lovely hair, which looked like gentle bewilderment, just as the lifted head and the ears looked like waiting grown old, like trust grown old.

Click here to read to whole passage.

Pondering these words... "I'm almost in middle school, Mama!" Spoken yesterday with a sly grin from my baby Mary.

From the kitchen... chocolate covered espresso beans from Trader Joe's. Yum! A friend introduced me to TJ's yesterday and I loved it! Love her, too.

Around the house... I have started painting my kitchen cabinets as my very own DIY project. I'm only getting "advice" from Matt. He has enough on his plate right now. They are going from putrid and filthy cream to stark white. I'm looking at knobs from Anthropologie and like them so much I might just get one of every kind! It's my house, I can do what I want to! Then, alas, the wallpaper will come down. And, yes, Ellen - even the orange formica countertop shall be replaced. It might take me all of 2010, but I.will.do.it!

One of my favorite things... the way the Bible shows me over and over again that there is nothing new under the sun. I came across this verse in my reading this past week and laughed out loud. I can just see a father today looking at his kids and saying, "Why are you just sitting around looking at each other? Get up and do something!"

When Jacob learned that there was grain for sale in Egypt, he said to his sons, "Why do you look at one another?" And he said, "Behold, I have heard that there is grain for sale in Egypt. Go down and buy grain for us there, that we may live and not die." Genesis 42:1-2

From my picture journal... An old picture I came across of me and Matt in Richmond for the marathon he ran there. I think it was 2006. It was just the two of us there for a weekend and we stayed in a sweet bed and breakfast. A great weekend for me! Matt, unfortunately, had a hard time with the race and had to walk the last 7 miles or so. :-(


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I sought the Lord, and He answered me; He delivered me from all my fears. Psalm 34:4