OK - Here's my entry for this week's words. JUST barely in before the deadline and a little too long but, hey, it's my blog and my challenge, so... :-P Oh, and this is actually true. This memory did
come to me this morning and there really is
a poetry contest with the Horticultural Magazine. I doubt I'll be entering!
Bridal Bouquet(Ominous, Pilgrims, Neighbor, Spontaneity, Foreshadow)
Do you ever have an incredibly vivid childhood memory that just seems to appear in your head out of nowhere? It’s like you knew it was always there, buried deep under boulders of gray matter, but you just hadn’t checked to see if it was still there in a really long time. Then something happens – you see a photo or hear a phrase or smell some scent and Bam! There it is – clear and bright in full Technicolor.
That’s what happened to me this morning. When I first get up I usually let the dog out and make myself a cup of coffee. Then I browse my email and favorite websites for about fifteen minutes until the bleariness leaves my eyes enough to read the small print of the Bible. This morning, I was checking out the new prompt from
Poetic Asides when one of those blasted pop-up windows announced
a poetry contest from Horticulture Magazine. I couldn’t resist and clicked on over for details. The editors informed me that “
they look forward to seeing my passion for gardening and gardens come through in verse.” Passion for gardening and gardens…snort! Anyway, I began casting about my mind trying to remember if I had ever written a poem that had at least some mention of a flower when a memory came flooding into my mind with the spontaneity of a bucking horse. I was obviously not in control.
All of the sudden I was there –
there being at the foot of my grandmother’s driveway, pig-tailed and barefoot, balancing on the pipes of a cattle-gap and looking at a bush covered in tiny white flowers. (If you don’t know what a cattle-gap is
click here. Why there was one in my grandmother’s driveway, I’m not sure. She had goats in a pen, but no cows roaming around.) Two dogs are barking at the nearest neighbor’s house and the morning sun is painting just a few more freckles on my already over-populated face.
My grandmother, a woman who
was truly passionate about gardening and gardens, was nearby in her typical work-in-the-yard-day uniform: lavender polyester elastic-band shorts, one of grandpa’s old gray button-up shirts with the sleeves rolled up, black rubber boots, and a straw hat. What little of her short legs showed between the boots and her shorts were muscular and tanned. I remember her walking by me, carrying a bucket of sticks she had been picking up. She dropped a kiss on the top of my head and stopped to talk.
“Like those flowers, do you?” she asked.
I nodded and smiled up at her. The sun was behind grandma so her face was hiding in the shadow of the wide brim of her hat. There was such a sense of well-being for me in that one little moment. I adored my grandmother.
Once she finished her chores in the yard, I knew we would go inside and have a quick lunch: boiled chicken and green beans for her and a can of
SpaghettiO’s for me. Then we would settle down to watch our favorite shows of the afternoon.
Bonanza first – we both adored
Little Joe and I was hoping to marry him one day. And then
Star Trek – grandma delighted in the adventures of those space-pilgrims, especially
Mr. Spock. She would bark her little laugh when the ominous music would begin to play foreshadowing the imminent internal (and often painful) battle between Spock’s Vulcan logic and human emotion.
“It’s called a bridal bouquet bush because its flowers look like tiny little bouquets a bride would carry on her wedding day.” She put her fingers gently behind a cluster of white flowers and pulled it forward out of the leaves. “See?”
I nodded again. “Did you have a white bouquet?” She squatted down beside me and now I could see her wrinkled brown face. A wispy cloud of sadness drifted across her eyes.
“Yes. I did. Not so pretty as these but they were white.”
“I want white flowers, too.” I don’t remember any more words. My grandmother walked away and I watched her stride purposefully toward the barn, dumping the bucket of debris on the burn pile causing sparks to fly upward. Her goats, Nanny and Billy, bleated as she walked past their pen to the vegetable garden.
I looked back at the flowers. It was a huge bush, much bigger than me. There must have been thousands of blooms. I imagined an endless procession of miniature brides each holding tiny little white bouquets in tiny little hands, marching down the aisle toward their waiting grooms. And of course, the grooms all looked exactly like Little Joe Cartwright.
Belinda has always wished she had a green thumb. Actually, even a green pinky would do. 